paraxylene

Thank you all for the kind comments on my last emo rant. I deleted it since I don't want to fill my journal page with emo rants, like I did with my last account. I'm much better now. I swear, you're one of the few reasons why I still have some confidence left on myself and my art haha. I promise I'll work hard to get a scholarship so I can study in the US. On other news, school started and I'm already loaded with exams, assignments and presentations. Plus I'm, once again, sitting at the back of the class, so it's hard resisting the urge to sleep or draw or just ignore some classes. Especially English and Chem. I hate them so much. So yeah,

School's over. I miraculously survived to this term, and I don't even know how the heck did I get good grades, really. This was, by far, the most stressful year, and I'm sure it will only get worse. But who cares. I've got this whole month to finally do what I want, and I won't spend it worrying about things like that. I've been thinking of leaving my piano lessons--I haven't been playing much piano these months (Or so says my mom. She's not entirely wrong, but I've got other priorities as well), and, frankly, I feel like I learned all that I needed to learn with my piano teacher. I swear, all that I've been doing is showing her how am I doi

School started, and since we've lost around two weeks worth of classes teachers have been dumping us a shitload of assignments, yay. And instead of doing them I'm on dA/YT or watching old movies (Star Wars and Quentin Tarantino marathon, motherfuckers!). I really need to improve my grades if I want to get a scholarship for college, so I'm going on a hiatus (yeah, right, 'cause I upload so much stuff over here orz). No distracting sites until this term ends. I've been pretty down these weeks because I haven't been able to stay at my dad's, and, looking at the situation right now, I know I won't be able to be with him for at least another mont